Can you feel me?

Today is monday...
what a lonely day for me...

Morning 6am...
I'm wake up from bed and prepair my study book.
Something feeling keep come out in my mind...
Will me meet she today?
Will me talk with she today?
Will me ?
All albout she...

How come she so fast can get in my heart somewhere...
It's imposible...
But...nothing is imposible...
I'm trying my best to get in she's heart...
But it's not so easy for me...
Coz me with she...
Maybe just a friend...
A normal friend...
Even we meet also...
Nothing speacial happen...

Morning 8am...
I reach college...
Step in college with expecting feeling...
Something feeling telling me...
Don't be so hopefull...you will disappointed if you fail...
Yea...I understand...
I'm fully understand...
Now i'm intrested on she...

Morning 11am
Finally...
I saw she classmade passby...
Going somewhere classes...
I can feel she...
She is coming to me step by step...
What should i do?
Acting like nothing happen?
Say Hi?
How to start my first step?
Actually i know she is coming...
At last...
She passby my side...
The moment she passby...
I'm hold my breathe...
I can feel my heart...
Something is going wrong...
Looking into his eyesight...
My mouth was opened...
But...nothing is come out with my mouth...
Why?

Looking his shadow...
Until disapper...
My heart was calling you...
And i know...
You wont know it...

Sigh...
I no dare for get mroe close with her...
Coz i scare hurt...
I'm a loser in this game of love...
And i'm scare...
Try to hide myself in darkness...
Don't worry...
Lonely beside me...

I really don know what your feeling...
You are so strange for me...
Coz i cant catch your mind...



Can you feel me??

Just...another day for me...
Dont be so hopefull...
The more you hope,the more disappointed you will be...if you fail...

磁性般的吸引力...

怎么她的一举一动都那么吸引我...
刚才看她post blog在facebook...
结果跑去看了==

每个字都很留心的去看了下...
重点...看到她写某人...
可是不知道是谁...
如果是我就开心死咯~哈哈~
“U are already enough attractive for HIM”。。。
都不知道该怎么办好...
好乱...
我可不想那么快就给人看穿底牌...
还是先做朋友吧~（心想：有哪个情侣不是朋友开始的~）
又告一段落了...
End...

郁闷的星期日

今天睡觉睡到4点才起身= =
起身原因都是给电话吵醒...012-xxx6661...认识的人都知道是谁电话吧...
本来想在家温习功课...结果给叫去做工了。

最近脑里一直想着mentos... sot sot dei liao...
昨天和干妹妹聊了下电话...
和她聊心事,结果给她泼了一面冷水...kns she><
不过至少有个人陪我聊天就好了...

起身第一件事，去收拾书包...看了时间表...失望了下...
因为明天没有join class!!
haiz...看不到某人了~哈哈！

加油吧~对自己说~
买了几个mentos ^^嘿嘿~
对着mentos...散发出种思念...
Yea...I'm miss you...

Wow...学院生活终于开始了~

到今天为止应该开学两星期了~
认识了一班读书仔，还蛮开心的~还有个美女~hohoho~

college里面的人都好像学问很高的>< 感觉和我很不搭配...谁叫我样那么lalazai = =
嘿嘿~第一天进college就看上一个同课程的女生~kawaii~很想认识她，可是还是不敢主动...

终于有一天不小心认识到她朋友(Joanne) 就这样问了她facebook然后在从她facebook里面一个一个赵...
一按她friend list...天啊...有上千个好友...真的找死我！
找了半天终于找到~ 嘿嘿看到她英文名~

add了她后，她很少理我。。。可能不熟的关系吧...
心情点点的不开心...
嘿嘿~没关系~慢慢来~
从她口中知道她喜欢吃mentos >< 以后我会常常带mentos在书包~哈哈！
可惜不是每天都可以和她同班...haiz...
遇到她，可能是我的新开始吧，虽然我没什么把握...因为我要专心读书。
我说过我要拿4A!

问她怎么上学，她说有时候朋友载><
心里冷了下...
追女孩子，没车...还是比较难的了...
算了吧...Moody...

拭目以待...

接下来和你们分享一个我很喜欢的歌词

Haru-Haru [Big Bang]

Leave
Yeah,Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
Iwas so wrong, forgive me
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tatoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you,did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by my self, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

Oh girl...I cry , cry
You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jelous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you...

Oh girl, I cry cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye...

Bye...







This pic take from my friend car when going hulu langat water flow...macam lalazai ><

这个照片在college拍得...人家说斯文= =

我正在研究的书~好看~迟点和你们分享~