一个不小心...就做了游泳社的秘书...无奈...

心情不是很好...

失败了...

别气馁...

把眼泪抹去...

爬起来...继续前进...

痛过...就好了...

下次可以做得更好...

有时候你无意的一句话...

会给别人造成很大的伤害...

明白已经是把伤害减到最低...

所以没有埋怨...

不再留恋... :)

是谎言...

自问...未够好...

所以把责怪推给了自己...

好想把时间停止...好让我可以做完功课...

改变...

我要进行适合我的改变...

每天的心情...

都不能预测...

有时晴天霹雷...

有时狂风大雨...

有事阴阴雨天...

就算放晴的那天...

也只不过是个错觉...

才发现...

我的心情...

已经许久也没放晴了...

因为你的世界...

都是雨天...

细细的雨滴提醒我...

要下雨了...

是时候避雨了...

因为...

雨天...

不属于我...

被隐藏的雨天

Finally...i'm back...

This few day...keep take a distance with she

Coz i wan test something...

I try to get close with her friend....
And try to see will she care or jelous...
And i get nothing...
And she less contact with me...
Is this jelous?
Or just nothing?

Try to get close with her friend...
And have a chance to talk with she...
Look like it didn't sucess...
Coz she miss understanding me...
I hear from someone...
She push me to her friend,
And keep teeling her friend that i'm fall in to her friend...
Is this an action to reject me by pushing me to other ppl?
I hate this most...

You don know how much i miss you by looking with the mentos;
You don know how much i disappointed when i look ur hand holding by other;
You don know how much i sad when you miss understanding me;
It's cant count by mathematics materia...
Cant you feel me?

Another raining day...
I didn't bring my umbrella again...
Just get wet...
The rain cant stop my feeling on you...
Just will make my feeling more miss you...
And you won't know...
Coz, you doesn't get in my heart to see it...

Are you confuse about my feeling on you?
Or you not sure that i'm just waiting for you?
Or you need me to do an announcement to prove that my heart is just for you?
Seriously, i'm not dare to do it...
Coz i scare...
I scare hurt...

I will wait...
Wait until you are single...
When the time is come...
I will do an action...
Just...not now...
Coz you are belong to other right now...
And i know you treasure your lover...
This make me hurt...
It's ok, i'm fine...
Coz i also treasure the friendship between us...

That day meet she in LRT...
It's a lucky day for me...
I'm happy...
Coz that's a nearest distance i have been with she...
Last few day...Masjid Jamek LRT station have renovation...
And it's blook the way that she will always pass by...
My mind...thinking of she...
Coz she only know walk that way to get into Putra station...
Worry about she...
Am i stupit?
Yes, i am.

Every time i ask why;
She will say "i don know"...
And my heart was saying :
"don worry, i'm always belong to your side, let's me help you"...

But...
The sound of my heart, cant hear by anyone...
My tear was fallen...
With my sadness.
It's started to raining again...
米修...

Depress...again and again...

沉默...
世界很静...
一点声音都没有...
欣赏我的人...
却不是我想要的人...

才发现我的朋友不是很多...
何谓朋友？
不会说...

最好还是我的干妹妹...
唯一一个知道我最多秘密的人...
因为...
她会听我把不开心的事情说完...

虽然有时候给她泼冷水...
虽然有时候会恨她...
虽然有时候会吵架...
虽然曾经伤害过她...
她...是我最好的交心友...

最近很少找干妹妹聊天了...
因为...
我不喜欢她男朋友...
谁叫他得罪我...
山羊座的人很大方的，不过当一讨厌一个人的时候...
就会彻底的讨厌...

没关系...
没人哭诉...
只好写blog咯~


心情很不好...
为什么？
开不了口...

郁闷...
不开心...
心情很干燥...
眼眶都快湿了...
男人...
不许哭...



很想念一个人...
通常这个时间她都不会出现在facebook...
想要她电话...
不知怎么开口...

再怎么努力...
也是不可能吧..
至少现在不是时候...
慢慢等吧...
真心和诚意...
是要时间来证明的...


看来我该把心情收拾收拾了...
不再哭泣了...



我想关闭自己几天...
这几天不会update blog了...

雨yY...

I'm miss you...
Will you?
Yes...You miss He.


End...

看不透的距离

假期换来的代价就是一堆功课...
基本来说都还蛮简单~

今天睡到太阳晒屁股才起身><
一起身~开电脑~
嘿嘿~
她上线了~
刚开始没找她，因为怕她不喜欢我打扰她...

后来看她在我facebook coment了，
才去打招呼~
嘿嘿~
当然是暗爽了下啦~
难得人家留言~

不过感觉和她有种距离...
距离...
不敢靠近太多...
哪怕我再靠近一步...
她会退后几十步...


看到她update blog了...
很留心的看了...

喜欢看她的blog...
因为...
可以知道她的生活多点...
她好像不是很开心...
看她好像和男朋友有点争吵...
心里不知道要什么心情好...
无奈...


看完了...按了"like"一下...
因为她很怕没有人留意她的blog...
至少...
我有留意...


没多久...她下线了...
留下我一个傻傻的按"F5"
哈哈！



今晚老板说带我去云顶...
还在考虑要不要去...
因为我都不大喜欢去赌场的...
不过天气那么热...
可能会去吹下风~

现在是5.25pm...
肚子好饿...
没有人打包给我吃.....
我又走不开，因为做工...
Haiz...

想不瘦都难...



End...

I'm just wan to be stronger...

早上醒来，迷迷糊糊就跑去做工了...
今天是个下雨天...小小的雨点,让我想起某人...
因为她的名字有点关系~
^-^rainxxxx /shh....

做工的地方真吵...
还好我带了功课来做...
一看第一题...
啊。。。我不会做 T-T
看回昨天的笔记...还是一头雾水 ><

我第一次那么用功读书...
不懂为什么=.=
因为如果我厉害的话，就可以有机会教他了~~嘿嘿
不过她数学还想比我还厉害><
放心，我将会比她更强...


用了几个小时终于做完了功课，虽然有些不会做...
至少我有做完~
嘿嘿~
大半天了,还是没看到她online...
不懂是不是和男朋友出街了><
Haiz...


那个电脑的"F5".....
我看今天给我按了上百次吧=.=
因为一直看有没有她的出现嘛=.=



其实今天很没灵感写blog的。。。
都没什么feel ><
Haiz...

最近才发现，原来想念的味道...
是带点酸味的...



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怀念的老朋友

今天晚上去了补习~Maths T ^^
很久没看到那个老师了~
还是一样...应该是说他的开场白还是一样...

不过重点不是这个~嘿嘿~

下午上课的时候，看到她~
嘿嘿~开心~
他朋友竟然和我要mentos ><
可惜我今天没有买 T-T
因为上次给她，她不要有吃><
错失良机....aarrrr

在补习的时候看到她，
她和我打招呼内~~~
开心~~~
哈哈！
补习时候，我都专心听课，所以没有留意她~
嘿嘿~她还是一样上课戴眼镜~ cute ^^

放学的时候我还问她怎么回= =
原来朋友载~
还以为那个是她男朋友...
不过，事实是她真的有男朋友><


然后我就驾车回家了（本来打算载他回家的T-T）...


整体来说，今天是蛮开心的~
不过想到假期两个星期...
不能每天见到她...
有点失望内...

只能等到下个星期五了...


期待~

不能说的秘密

不知不觉，又快到假期了~
虽然说是假期，可是假期功课还是有= =
而且还是很多那种...
最惨就是computing...要做assignment...还要做research ><

今天在学校还蛮开心的^^
嘿嘿~好像第一次坐她前面呢~ 看
她拿那个桌子笨手笨脚的>< cute ^^
帮她弄了下桌子...嘿嘿~
想请她吃mentos >< 嘿嘿，她拒绝了~
DIET >< 安慰自己的借口 ~哈哈~ 放学回家~
开MSN... 看到她~ 和她聊了下~
给她发现了些秘密= =
就是mentos的照片= =
最惨就是coment她看到完...
还好装傻是个好办法~哈哈

今天她在LRT给人家kacao ><
有点替她感到不甘心>< 如果我在场一定骂那个人...
这么没品... 下次记得要小心...
人家会担心嘛~~ 哈哈~有点恶心><
好啦~就到这里~ 因为要温习功课~
Post点照片下~ 嘿嘿希望当事人不介意哦~

可爱的笨猪~
她很有艺术天分~哈哈~



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Moody day for me

Today was so tired ><
Rush for my study and homework...
I'm happy to see she today ^^
She was late today
She said she didn't see me in class ^^
Haha~ That's sure~ coz she rabun mata~ wakaka~

After the class i run very fast = =
Don know why...

This few day...
My class friend was so lucky...
Coz everyday also got free mentos to eat = =
It's ok...

Today MUET class...
Haiz...
My english noob = =
Hate it...

Nothing more for today...
Coz i'm moody...
Why?
Hehe...

This few day...
Fall in love with one song ^^
By2-Don't go away
Love it so much ^^
Here is some lyrics


Looking through your eyes
There's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do bird still fly up hig?
Can't stop the tears from fallin
We used to be so fine
When you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin...

Mentos >< Mentos...Mentos... Haiz...

It's so amazing...today i drink milk!!

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Can you feel me?

Today is monday...
what a lonely day for me...

Morning 6am...
I'm wake up from bed and prepair my study book.
Something feeling keep come out in my mind...
Will me meet she today?
Will me talk with she today?
Will me ?
All albout she...

How come she so fast can get in my heart somewhere...
It's imposible...
But...nothing is imposible...
I'm trying my best to get in she's heart...
But it's not so easy for me...
Coz me with she...
Maybe just a friend...
A normal friend...
Even we meet also...
Nothing speacial happen...

Morning 8am...
I reach college...
Step in college with expecting feeling...
Something feeling telling me...
Don't be so hopefull...you will disappointed if you fail...
Yea...I understand...
I'm fully understand...
Now i'm intrested on she...

Morning 11am
Finally...
I saw she classmade passby...
Going somewhere classes...
I can feel she...
She is coming to me step by step...
What should i do?
Acting like nothing happen?
Say Hi?
How to start my first step?
Actually i know she is coming...
At last...
She passby my side...
The moment she passby...
I'm hold my breathe...
I can feel my heart...
Something is going wrong...
Looking into his eyesight...
My mouth was opened...
But...nothing is come out with my mouth...
Why?

Looking his shadow...
Until disapper...
My heart was calling you...
And i know...
You wont know it...

Sigh...
I no dare for get mroe close with her...
Coz i scare hurt...
I'm a loser in this game of love...
And i'm scare...
Try to hide myself in darkness...
Don't worry...
Lonely beside me...

I really don know what your feeling...
You are so strange for me...
Coz i cant catch your mind...



Can you feel me??

Just...another day for me...
Dont be so hopefull...
The more you hope,the more disappointed you will be...if you fail...

磁性般的吸引力...

怎么她的一举一动都那么吸引我...
刚才看她post blog在facebook...
结果跑去看了==

每个字都很留心的去看了下...
重点...看到她写某人...
可是不知道是谁...
如果是我就开心死咯~哈哈~
“U are already enough attractive for HIM”。。。
都不知道该怎么办好...
好乱...
我可不想那么快就给人看穿底牌...
还是先做朋友吧~（心想：有哪个情侣不是朋友开始的~）
又告一段落了...
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